Hmmm... What do you do when you're jealous of somebody who is better (even slightly) than you? Do you talk about the person behind their back or try to talk about hurtful things to him or her just to make the them feel.... i don't know what word to use.. uncomfortable?? unhappy?? The reason you do this is because you just can't take the fact that he or she is better than you.. You're scared that they will be more popular in class / uni / clubs / among your groups of friends, etc.. You're trying hard to show everyone that they're not as good as people thought they were.. You're scared to lose to the person, you wanna 'eliminate' the better person from the gang.. Why did you do that? What do you get in the end? You do know that you can't be the best all the time right?
Secondly, i realised that even though you are green-eyed (from wiki) over that somebody, you DO imitate them.. The way they talk, the way they carry themselves and even the way they dress!!!! O.O Hey, are you trying to be like that person? Why not just try to be yourself? your real self.. It'll be much comfortable being yourself.. You don't need to put so much effort to imitate the person and fake everything out to compete everyday.. Its tiring..
So, just be yourself.. Accept people's good side and bad side.. Everything will be fine.. You will feel more peaceful.. Let the jealousy go...
I'm sorry if i say anything harsh or made some1 angry.. But this is just a small thought of mine.. =)
Good Day!!
