☆Samantha☆

Yes, there is reason behind all the things that happen in our lives. Its up to you whether to believe it or not. But, being a Christian, I believe God has a reason behind all things that happen.

When something happens to someone, the normal respond is: Why me? Why did this happen to me? What did I do wrong that I deserve this? My life sucks. Correct? I am one of them. Most of the time, I don't see why something bad happen to me but nothing happens to other people. Well, I realized that it was because I didn't see the bad thing that happen to them. In their heart, they'll probably think of the same thing as I do.

There were a few times where I didn't get what I longed for, instead, my friends got it without hoping for anything. I question God sometimes: what???? Why did they get what I wanted and I didn't get it at all? Are you kidding me??? You know I've been wanting this so badly! After some time later, guess what? I get something better than what I've wanted! So, I guess God didn't want me to get what I wanted cos he has a better plan for me? Praise the Lord! =D

Other than 'reason behind all things', it is TIMING... Sometimes, all you need to do is just wait and pray. Have faith in God. He knows what is good and what is bad for you. There was once, (not too appropriate to state what happened) I was so miserable about this thing that happened to me. I felt like there's no way I can go through this. There's no way out. All the negative thoughts flooded into my mind. I was about to give up. My mum ask me to pray and wait for good outcome. The first few times I prayed to God, asking him to do a miracle on me. Let everything be okay. Everything will be just fine. I didn't really think it'll work. Cos to me, it really felt like its impossible there's a way out to this matter. But I continued to pray and have faith in God. Taadaaaaa.. After waiting waiting and waiting for a very long time, a miracle, really happened! There's finally a way out! God showed me that everything is possible. He was just waiting for the right time to show me! Joy was rushing throughout my body. It was such a comfort from God, he heard my prayers! <3

Yes, I know I'm suppose to be studying HARD for my exams now. Its next Wed! Oh gosh and there's still so much more to read! All the things I've read, I wonder they actually went into my brain and store it there.. I wish I can search my brain like I search for files in the lap top or google where I can just pour out everything that I've studied. =/

So, here are the things that I want to do after the exams / during summer (and also RIGHT after the exam!):
1. Cut my front hair --> BANGS *yes, bangs! first time in my life!
2. Bring Edbert around Dublin..
3. Plan for our summer trip and also packing (oh yeaaaa... Spain, Portugal, France here we come! )
4. Korean drama marathon
5. Portsmouth
6. Electives
7. Do some recordings with Joanna, maybe?
8. Gym Gym Gym!!!!
9. Choreograph a dance with Joanna, yes her again. Teehee
10. Upload all the photos (birthday, holidays, random, etc, etc)
11. Sleep overs + talk + movies
12. Do something Crazeeeeee....

These are the things in my mind so far.. I'm sure there'll be more coming out when I'm studying. teehee.. n_n''''

Off I go, back to my notes z.z

Congratulations to Prince William and Princess Kate!!! May God bless their marriage! <3 

Ahhh... Don't you wish you're Kate? A commoner marrying a Prince. Its like a dream come true for her! She has been waiting for sooo many years, the day is finally here! I'm sure she was very very excited and can't wait to say 'YES I DO!'  Their marriage is like those fairy tale which we grew up with. The Prince waiting for his Princess, seeing his beautiful Princess walking into the church. Sitting in a horse carriage and waving to all the citizens. Awwww... Cinderella... =') Just that she did not wear a glass heels and Prince William did not wear it for her. Teehee.. But everything was good enough..

Wasn't satisfied with the kiss though. Waited sooo long just for the kiss and they only kissed twice.. N lasted for only a sec. D= Thank goodness I managed to print screen to capture and witness the magical kiss. =D

Here are 2 pics of the Royal Wedding. Did not think of capturing during the wedding ceremony in the church. =)

Hey everyone! Im finally back here.. This post is just a quick update about myself. :) I never have time to blog much since I starter my 2nd year! Cant even FB much, what more blogging.. XD Many things happened since 2nd year.. Happy things, unhappy things, shocking news, unbelievable truth, etc.. A whole long list to go.

Right now, Im studying for my final sem for 2nd year. There's just soooo much to study and I have to know almost everything.. The lecture notes are so messy and sometimes i just couldnt understand from the lecture itself. Gosh. I just hope (by God's miracle) that I will pass my exam and let me have a peaceful summer break! I can't afford to fail and to repeat the year! :'(

The few main things i've done since January:
- travelled to Austria, Swiss, Amsterdam, Portsmouth
- been to Usher and Taylor Swift's concert
- performed a korean hip hop dance for the seniors's farewell
- had an awesome 21st with my friends and babe
- went over to Portsmouth for babe's 23rd birthday surprise

There's still so much to update all my reader about me but I dont have the time now. Im sorry! I hope you still support me and read my blog! Thank you!

 With Love, Samiee .x

For this post, I'm just gonna post up some food pics.. I've always wanted to do a food blog but I know I won't have the time to do it.. Hence, I decided to post all in a single post (Its gonna be a loooong post!).. XD This is how lazy people do work yea. Don't mind me.. Hope you're not in the midst of suffering from hunger during work or studying.. Enjoy! =)

A true friend:
❤ backs you up in all situations
❤ tries all means to help you
❤ tells you the truth
❤ thinks about you at times
❤ remembers your birthday even without facebook
❤ share his or her problems with you
❤ tells you your mistakes
❤ catch up once in a while
❤ will not be selfish
❤ has faith in you
❤ feels happy for you when you succeed instead of envy
❤ KNOWS THAT YOU APPRECIATE HIM OR HER VERY MUCH!!!


I have few of them in my heart. I hope you know who you are! I love you guys so much!  ｡◕‿◕｡ 

Watched 'Love in Disguise' last week and I totally love love love the movie! That was my first time watching LeeHom's movie.. To be honest, at first it was quite boring I think. But as the show goes on, it was so funny! He was like a stupid blur guy (especially with the ah pak specs) doing silly stuff.. I was mesmerized by his talent. Playing different types of musical instruments, singing different tones and types of music. Acting cool and stupid at the same time.. XD *thumbs up*

Well, I think he was trying to portrait his own real life. There was a song in that movie that i fell in love with.. It is the  你不知道的事 (direct translation: something you don't know) I don't know whether you guys will like it or not, but try listen to it. =) No harm right?

I've been busy for the past few weeks so I did not have time to update my blog.. But I'm having a wonderful summer break back here in Malaysia!! Weee!!! Thanks to my friends who kept me busy.. *winks*

Was in KL for 1+ week then went over to Singapore before going back to KK.. Spent my 1st night not at home, but in Dana's... Bad daughter aight? Lol. Well, it was Meli's birthday and i promised I will attend.. So yea, there I went.. ;)

Some pics are up in FB, but some are still in my camera.. I am a bit too lazy to upload them.. Oh well, I'll find a time soon...

I just drop by to say hi and to inform you that my blog is not dead yet.. Hahaha..

Cheers,
Samiee

Woohooo!!!! Exam is finally over!!! Now I can finally enjoy my summer for 3+ months!! Haha.. This is my longest holiday ever.. While waiting for result, which will be out in 2 weeks time, I shall really really enjoy my life and forget about studies for now.. If I pass all, I shall go crazier!!! I hope everyone will pass too!!
Went shopping with May, Shew Fei, Jo and Zaf today right after exam.. But I wasn't really happy because I did not do great in the anatomy practical. Well, I just hope the examiners will be good enough to give me good marks.. =( At least they are way nicer than during card signing. =D

It is time to pack my room and prepare to move already. This is the Headache that i meant in the title.. Now it is too late to realize that I have super duper a lot a lot of things!! O.O Oh gosh, I really don't know where and how i should start.. Take a look at the picture below and you will understand why. I can't even  walk in the room! I was literally hoping around the luggage and boxes.. >.< Owh man, I'm gonna miss my room so much!! T_T

What Bout you??? Check it out.. 

Got bored of studying....  I was day dreaming and thought of alot of things:

1. Can't wait to finish exam!!!!
2. Can't wait to go holiday!!!
3. Can't wait to go shopping in Dublin!
4. Can't wait to watch Taiwan Dramas
5. Can't wait to get my result!!
6. Cant wait to have a minimum of 10 hours sleep
7. Can't wait to go back to Malaysia
8. Can't wait to go Singapore with Babe
9. Can't wait to to meet my friends
10. Can't wait to eat all the good food which i've craved
11. Can't wait to see my family
12. Can't wait to see Shan Shan
13. Can't wait to see Joey Boi
14. Can't wait to drive

Ahhhh!!! I cant wait to have my Cant-Waits!!!!!!  (n_n)v

Last Friday was our 6th anniversary... Well, this is our first time celebrating without each other.. To be honest it doesn't feel like its our anniversary.. Thanks to my exams.. Ugh hate it.. I've been busy studying studying and studying so I really do not have the mood to think of other things now. Plus, Eric is also busy working cos he wants to earn money so that we can go for a niiiice holiday when i go back to Malaysia this summer... Yay!!!!! XD


Time flies, it felt like it was just yesterday that i met you.. Hey, its actually 6 years ago... I still remember clearly how i met you.. 


I was crossing the road in front our school on a weekend and you had physics extra class.. I smiled at you cos i knew you were the guy from Christian Fellowship. So see you and forgot about you.. That's it.. I din know that particular smile was the starting point.. =) 


On the 4th of May 2004, i was in Malay tuition and i got a missed call from 01*-***5554.. So i was curious, and sent a text to ask who that is.. Very fast, the person replied, 'a guy who is active in CF.'. Straight i know its you, Eric.. Yea we started texting each other.. You sent me 3 text-puppies names Mishu, Kishu and Love you (i think, ehe) and an angel.. 


Things were going slow at first.. remained as sms-friend for 10 days... I remember things went wrong in between but forget about it.. On the 14th of May 2004 around 10pm... we were nicely chatting. suddenly, you said you had something to ask me and whether you can cal me or not.. Ooookkkkaaayyyyyy.... Hahaha.. i stil remember the awkwardness on the phone.. You just can't say it.. Hahaha.. Then, suddenly: 'Can you gimme a chance?' OMG, so 'leong' hahahaha... Well, i replied: 'yes' and straight away your voice changed.. You can't talk.. Lol.. We started as a stranger to an sms-friend to a lovely couple.. Our first date was in Lok Yuk bazaar... you were wearing the greenish dots collar shirt with you old pair of light blue jeans and your favourite shoe... XD


Taaa-Daaaa.... We've known each other for 6 years now!! And we're still going strong!! =D I really really did not expect us to go so far.. I mean i was just 14 and you were only 16.. Who knows whether we can stay strong or not? Or whether you are really sincere to me or just playing around? Puppy Love? Well, we proved it to ourselves.. 
It has been a challenging relationship huh.. Up and down the heel, arguing over small small matters, crying fro each other, laughing together, talking all nite long, bullying each other.. I mish you! Feel like hugging you now.. 


Ah B Eric, You're the one who comfort me and walk with me all the time.. You're the only guy whom i can lean on during good or bad times... I feel like I'm the luckiest and happiest girl in the world!!!! Love is always in the air, and forever it will be.. You are MINE!!!!!! ;)


Love, 
Ah B Samiee

I am so tired... dead tired.. trying to stuff in 134 lectures, histology and clinical competency in just a month time is a very potent killer to my brain.. @.@ at the end of the day it felt like nothing went into my brain.. Oh  God please help me.. I hope I can recall everything during the exams.. I hope i wont repeat the same thing like I did in  last sem.. Seeing the question knowing that i studied for it but can't blurt out a single word... Please, let me pass the exams this sem!!!!

Current status: Dead tired.. X.X
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Looking forward to go back home.. I miss everyone back there..